Right now, it's peaceful, but we have had our plenty of ups and downs. There is probably more going on with her than I could even know... she does admit that to me. I'm not trying to make it one sided.. I'm sure it's me too. A recent argument led us to realize maybe we aren't right for each other. And there was some mutual agreement in that. Whatever the case may be, it has just been a pattern of both of our behaviors that have led us to be the way we are today.
We are just two stubborn people set in our ways and while we, in a way, want similar things, the way we want to get there is different. I think the important thing is that we both recognize that while we do love each other, we are toxic to each other, and while we're working on at least getting along for the time being.. as we are financially tied together for at least another year or so, I feel as long as we can keep some peace, we'll be alright.
