- When I leave a place normally they need to hire 3-5 people to replace me and I feel like a shitty manager as people say I don't delegate enough
- I burn out
- There is a lot of technical debt because we moved so fast to hit business goals
- I have my finger in many many projects and am the kind of business guru in all of them (understand business better than sales and IT as well)
- recruiting is hard because I want to try to find people like myself which are rare and expensive.
I have justified this to myself as I am saving the company money. Any suggestions on how to manage this and avoid getting painted as a poor manager and better balance the whole thing? Maybe I should get out of IT and just hire people? Maybe I should just run everything like projects - but if I don't put my head in the weeds I don't fully understand stuff?