No, you don't. Or, at least, you didn't want it enough for too long enough!
Each time you sent your friend a document which was not formatted in an open standard, you didn't want a computer that you owned.
Each time you accepted DRM in order to access some nice content, you didn't want a computer that you owned.
Each time you run a program or, God forbids, an OS which you didn't have the source code of, you didn't want a computer that you owned.
Each time you accepted to be target by advertisers as a way to enjoy a "free" service, you didn't want a computer that you owned.
Industry gave you what you wanted. Industry gives you what you still want.