It makes me a bit sad to read that. We all are on a journey to be become better developers every day. But things like that are like a distraction. They make you think you found a really cool and smart concept, but you actually didn't and it's essentially just a hack.

Not sure what the solution can be. But PL designers should be more clear about features that are just "hacks" and considered "bad" but necessary in practice due to certain constraints. Go's {} and nil-errorhandling are examples. Nulls (in any language) are another common example.