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As I take a break from GoogleI take it you believe you could go back? I think your time in Google might be at an end, forever.
Unless your exit path was to an alphabet backed entity, you're more valuable to them as a non retained worker right now: they're downsizing.
By the time this ship changes course back to expansion you'd be either too expensive or behind an age/skills curve. Hungrier people will eat your lunch surely?