When it comes to personal projects I'm feeling extremely unmotivated. Things feel more in reach and I've probably built ten times the number of throwaway projects in the past year than I have in previous years. Yet I feel no inspiration to see those projects through to the end. I feel no connection to them because I didn't build them. I have a feeling of 'what's the point' publishing these projects when the same code is only a few prompts away for someone else too. And publishing them under my name only cheapens the rest of my work which I put real cognitive effort into.
I think I want to focus more on developing knowledge and skills moving forward. Whatever I can produce with an LLM in a few hours is not actually valuable unless I'm providing some special insight, and I think I'm coming to terms with that at the moment.