mwhuang2

I always have this problem of feeling inadequate. I'm a junior CS student at a decent but not great school. Some of my friends go to Stanford or UT Austin and have already interned with multiple top companies, while I haven't accomplished anything of significance. I also read this site daily and I can't even comprehend most of the posts. I didn't figure out what I wanted to do with my life until recently, so now I'm 22 and stuck behind my younger peers.

I'm really impatient to achieve big things. It's like I need to in order to justify my existence. How do I transition to a healthier state of mind and stop feeling worthless?

I applied for a Software Engineering internship at Microsoft and was rejected. However, they've offered me an interview for an ESE (service engineering) internship instead.

Is anyone familiar with this position? I've read through the description they've sent me, but I'm still not exactly sure what it entails. I really want to go into software engineering, so I'm not sure if this would be the best fit for me.

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